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3月19日

му ραρєя нєαят «3

Small, simple, safe price.

Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.

This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.

And I am not afraid to die;

I am not afraid to bleed, and fuck and fight,

I want the pain of payment.

What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.

Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.

Would you be my little cut?

Would you be my thousand fucks?

And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.

To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.

My sad, sorry, selfish, cry out to the cutter.

I'm cutting trying to picture your  black, broken heart.

 

 

Love is not like anything.

Especially a fucking knife!

××

 

perfect little girl
your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
your perfect little girl slits her wrists until she bleeds.
your perfect little girl doesn't want to go to church.
your perfect little girl has given up on life.
your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
your perfect little girl wants to run away.
your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
your perfect little girl disobeys you.
your perfect little girl hates the world.
your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
your perfect little girl is very un-happy.
your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
but at the end of the day, she's still your perfect little girl

 

 

 

And im so sick of love songs
So tired of tears So done with wishin yu
were still here Said im so sik of love songs so sad and
slow
So why cant i turn off the radio?
 

 

PROMISES ARE JUST
`
LIES WITH PRETTY
RIBBONS TIED TO THEM

 

Razorblades && Fairybread.
 
 

stuffz...

||..уσυ ρυѕн мє тσ gσ тнαт єχтяα мιℓє...
 
уσυ ρυѕн мє ωнєи ιтѕ ∂ιffι¢υℓт тσ ѕмιℓє..
 
уσυ ρυѕн мє α вєттєя νєяѕισи σf муѕєℓf...
 
уσυ ρυѕн мє  σиℓу уσυ αи∂ иσ σиє єℓѕє..||
 
||...уσυ ρυѕн мє  тσ ѕєє тнє σтнєя ρσιит σf νιєω..
 
уσυ ρυѕн мє  ωнєи тнєяє'ѕ иσтнιиg єℓѕє тσ ∂σ..
 
уσυ ρυѕн мє ωнєи ι тнιик ι киσω ιт αℓℓ
 
.уσυ ρυѕн мє . ωнєи ι ѕтυмвℓє αи∂ ι fαℓℓ..||
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
ℓσνє ιѕ тнє gяєαтєѕт fєєℓιиg,
ℓσνє ιѕ ℓιкє α ρℓαу,
ℓσνє ιѕ ωнαт ι fєєℓ fσя уσυ,

єα¢н αи∂ єνєяу ∂αу,
ℓσνє ιѕ ℓιкє α ѕмιℓє,

ℓσνє ιѕ ℓιкє α ѕσиg,
σνє ιѕ α gяєαт ємσтισи,
тнαт кєєρѕ υѕ gσιиg ѕтяσиg,
 
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A heart:

 Once loved, Once broken,

Once torn, Once taken, Once trusted,

 Once exposed, Once opened, Never closed....

 

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нανє уσυ єνєя нα∂
тнαт ємρту fєєℓιиg ιиѕι∂є;
ℓιкє иσ σиє ¢αяєѕ σя ℓσνєѕ
уσυ вα¢к; fєєℓιиg αѕ ιf

уσυ ωєяє тσ [ ( ¢ я у ) ] ; иσ
σиє ωσυℓ∂ вє тнєяє тσ
ωιρє αωαу тнє т є α я ѕ
 
 
 

smiles break at home, when she's all alone...

tears are shed..

they're the only thing that remind her that she's not dead.

happiness... has turned into depression,

it's almost like an obsession.

pale white skin;

with ~strawberry~ gashes all over
 
//Xx//She sits and cries painful tears fill her eyes
Silent screams and cries of pain
Arms full of cuts and scars of shame
Alone in the world a blade as a friend

To stop her pain to make it all end
She lies in her regret spills of blood drop
This is her way to make it all stop//xX//
 
 
I’m a d.a.u.g.h.t.e.r. hiding my depression
I’m a s.i.s.t.e.r. making a good impression
I’m your f.r.i.e.n.d. acting like I’m fine
I’m a t.e.e.n.a.g.e.r. pushing her tears aside
I’m the g.i.r.l. sitting next to you
I’m the o.n.e. asking you to care
I’m your b.e.s.t. f.r.i.e.n.d. hoping that you'll be there

3月18日

more stuff

You told me I was beautiful,


It meant so much to me.


But when I look in the mirror,


No beauty I can see.


I asked you why you did it,


I asked you why you lied,


You told me to look deeper 'cos,


True beauty lies inside.
 
 
Broken Mirror

A Bleeding Fist

A Silver Blade Against The Wrist

Tears Falling Down To Lips Unkissed

Ignore Her && She Won't Exist

She's Not The Kind You'll Come To Miss..

 

 

tRy FeElIn My 

[-PaIn-]

tRy RuNnIn ThRo My

[-VeInZ-]
TrY bEiN tHaT kNiFe SlIt ThRo My
[-WrIsT-]

TrY bEiN tHe AnGeR iN mY

[-fIsT-]
TrY LoOkIn ThRo ThEsE

[-eYeS-]

tRy LiStEnIn To AlL tHoSe
[-LiEz-]

TrY bEiNg Me AnD yOu'LL

[-sEe-]

WhY i DoNt CaRe WhAt

[-yOu-]

ThInK oF


[-mE-]

 

 


3月14日

random shytt

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ωнαт мαттєяѕ мσѕт αяє тнє ℓιттℓє тнιиgѕ.

α gєитℓє тσυ¢н ιи тнє ¢σℓ∂ ∂αяк яαιи,

α тєи∂єя кιѕѕ σи α ѕℓєєρℓєѕѕ иιgнт,

σя тσ нєαя тнє ωσя∂ѕ,

вαвє ιт ωιℓℓ вє αℓяιgнт.
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ιт'ѕ α иι¢є ωαям ѕнσυℓ∂єя тσ ℓαу му нєα∂,

αѕ ι ¢υяℓ αgαιиѕт му ℓσνєя ιи вє∂.

ιт'ѕ нιѕ иι¢є ѕтяσиg αямѕ тσ нσℓ∂ мє тιgнт,

нιѕ ℓσσк σf ℓσνє αѕ ωє тυяи σff тнє ℓιgнт.
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тнє киσωιиg ιи му нєαят нє ωιℓℓ αℓωαуѕ вє тнєяє,

тнє ρяσмιѕє тнαт fσя мє нє ¢αяєѕ.

тнє ωαямтн ιи му нєαят fσя нιм αℓσиє,

αи∂ α fυтυяє σf нαρριиєѕѕ ιи вєgιииιиg συя нσмє.
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ωнєи уσυя αвℓє тσ fιи∂ αℓℓ тнєѕє ℓιттℓє тнιиgѕ,

¢σиѕι∂єя уσυяѕєℓf вℓєѕѕє∂ αи∂ ∂σи'т ¢нαиgє α тнιиg.

 fσя gσ∂ ιи нιѕ нєανєи києω fяσм тнє ѕтαят,

нσω тσ мαт¢н тнє яιgнт тωσ нєαятѕ

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Think of a letter  between

A and W

     

Repeat it

out loud as

you scroll down.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Keep going

Don't stop ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Think of an

animal

that begins

with that letter...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Repeat it

out loud

as you

scroll down...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Think of

either a mans

woman's

name

that

begins

with the

last letter

in the

animals name ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Almost

    there...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Now

count out

the letters

in that name

on the fingers

of the hand

you are not

using to

scroll down...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Take the

hand you

counted with

and hold it out

in front of you

at face level ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

Look at your

palm

very closely

and

notice

the

lines

in

your

hand

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Do the lines

take the

form of the

first letter

in the

persons name?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Of course they fuckin dont.......

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Now smack

yourself in the head, get a life,

and

quit playing

stupid

 games!

3月7日

quiz thingo majigo lol

 

 

[[[PAST>]
[1] First grade teacher's name: ummm miss salter was yr 1 and mrs wilkinson waz yr 2 lol they rokd!

[2] Last word you said: "good nyt babi i love you" to kyle on d fone lol

[3] Last song you sang: call on me by rob thomas ryt now i "f"in luv dat song!

[4] Last person you hugged:my lil sis on her waii 2 bed lol

[5] Last thing you laughed at: kyle coz he hit himself widda pole on the head when i was on the fone 2 him (lol im such a supportive girlfrnd ay?)

[6] Last time you yelled: monday the 6th ov march 06 lol just b4 i went 4 an hour long walk 2 get away frm my mum lol

[7] Last time you cried: 2daii on my walk

[[[PRESENT>]
[8] What's in your CD player: Eminem encore or maybe itz the secret life of the veronicas/....im not quite sure lol

[9] What color socks are you wearing?: Not wearing socks

[11] What time did you wake up today: hehe 11 @ nyt tym lol been on the fone pretti much since den lol

[12] Current taste in mouth: COFFE!!!! yummy lol
[13] Current hair style: longishh.. layered ish, brown/blonde and straight (onli coz i straightened it lol)

[14] Current clothes: white singlet wid a yello top ove it and ma favey jeanz! lol

[15] Current annoyance: my mum lol

[16] Current longing: A hug...sum lubin lol...and company from not my family lol

[17] Current desktop picture:  ah "f"in HOTT lowrider that was in daves file...itz my dp 2! lol

[18] Current worry: Not worried :)

[19] Current hate: Meh... theres sumdin i just cant rememba it lol

[20] Current favorite article of clothing: my skirtz n ma new top lol

[22] Last song that you listened to: anything 4 u by lee harding (luv it!)

[23] Favorite place to be: Out with friends or kyle

[24] Least favorite place: Home, mumz annoyin me lol

[25] Time you wake up in the morning: ummmm normalli @ lyk sumtym between 5-7am lol (stoopid buses!!!)

[26] If you could play an instrument, drumz...i kinda can lol

[27] Favorite color: blak!!! pink!!!! yello!!! purple!!!! blu!!!
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: yea sure...

[29] How tall are you: short! I hate it!!!

[30] Current favorite word/saying: lol theres SOOO many!

[31] Favorite book: ummmm i dno a gwd 1 lol

[32] Favorite season: spring (ma bday!!!lol)

[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my daddy (that im related 2) id slap d mofo round a cuplea tymz! lol

[34] Favorite day: Saturday

[[[FUTURE>]


[35] Where do you want to go: kyles house 2 c him lol or Italy (im italian XD)

[36] wats your career going to be like: Something easy that pays good lol

[37] how many kids do you want: ewwww kidz! lol

[38] What kind of car will you have:a fukn HAWT 1!!! spinaz...N.O.S.....flames....and fcukn fast!!!

[[Random]]

[39] Do you have a crush on someone? well yea ...kyle lol

[40] What book are you reading now: im not lol

[41] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? lol kyle or d daii ahead lol
[42] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: d teddy bear kyle got me 4 v-daii lol but onli wen im sad

[43] Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: righty

[44] College plans: dno/.....
[45] Piercings: none n e more used 2 have ears done and am gettin tounge and nose done

[[[THE EXTRA STUFF>]


[46] Do you do drugs?: =P

[47] What are you most scared of?: dno...

[48] What clothes do you sleep in?: eitha jammie pants n a singlet or ma eminem top lol

[49] Favorite number: 26 lol 26th ov october!!!

[50] Been In Love?: yep...still am
[51] Are You Timely Or Always Late: both

[52] Do You Have A Job: stoodent ='(
[53] Do You Like Being Around People: Definately!

[54] Are you for world peace: i dno coz then every1 wood b 2 nice and the niceness wood start fytz lyk "NO U MOFO!!! U GO THRU D DOOR 1ST!!!"  lol

[55] Are you a health freak: not realli...
[56] Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: hot guyz!!

[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...>]

[57] Cried: yep
[58] Bought Something: yea lol i bought a drink @ d shops lol

[59] Gotten Sick: no?

[60] Said I Love You: yep lyk half an hour ago lol

[61] Met Someone New: no...

[62] Moved On: not dat i no ov...

[64] Missed someone: yep :(

[65] Fought With Your Parents: yea i sed dat b4 lol